hi, my name is beth and above this text is my girlfriend, shes beautiful. looks super happy in sone of them doesnt she? She puts on that smile everyday.
She has an eating disorder and struggles with it everyday, along with severe depression. Like any other, she has good days and she has bad days - only her bad days are alot more frequent. She sees several people to try help her recover this horrific disease, i would love to tell you guys that we’re moving forward but that would be far too fairytale for you guys. Everything is stood still and a part of me thinks she is getting worse. Nobody wants to see their girlfriend sad, try almost everyday. Why not try knowing you’re absolutley healthy and having to watch your universe crumble everyday. Heartbreaking is just an understatement. I wouldnt be able to tell you how it feels, but i didnt write this for me. This is all her.
Like any other sufferer of an eating disorder, she feels nobody cares and she is disgusting and massive. I could never ever prove to her in a day she isnt any of those things and people do care but i thought with your help we could put a real smile on her face even if its just for a few minutes.
Please show your support to this wonderful human being and please, please reblog this. Show her we all care! Thankyou :)
You're gonna hate me. I'm a twat. I fuck everything up. I'm selfish, bitchy. Never think about what i'm about to say. I sleep a lot, I don't sleep at all. I'm crazy. I'm manic. I am picky in every way possible. I'm cocky. Sensitive. I hardly ever give a fuck. I wish i could write. I never really know what I want. I'm disordered. I struggle with food. I want to be as small as possible. I am rarely ever happy. I put other people before myself. You can ask me for advice, but don't lecture me. Big changes are going to be happening!
This is my blog, i blog for me.
Lets hear your shit.